July to August = 1 month; August to September = 2 months; September to October = 3 months. Not exactly to the day, but really, it has been too long. I've missed you too. I don't think a solitary soul is even glancing at this blog; I do enjoy my anonimoty. Yet I guess in the back of my heart I wish I could share this with someone. There is a feeling of solitude that brings freedom, and a feeling of solitude that brings lonliness; the hopeless kind of longing lonliness. Knowing my relationships are not only scattered, but shallow enough I can't share brings a weird sense of lonliness.
I've been feeding my brain on God's Word lately. There is this new trick of writing out a verse or two on an index card and as I lay in bed at night trying to drift off to sleep I memorize the verse and meditate on it as the light is turned down. The dreams that come, the peace through the night, the refreshing feeling a body has at daybreak has been invigorating.
With this blog it needs to be figured out how to upload pictures into the post, to change colors if desired, to link to different sites, etc. There is much to do, that can be done, to keep one from being bored with mild musings.
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